It’s funny that the default first article that comes with creating this site has this title, because it is exactly how I wanted to begin.
My name here is Walter Flower.
This is not my real name, but it is an alias that comes close enough to who I am. I chose to use it deliberately, not out of shame or fear, but out of practical necessity. My professional and social environments are populated mostly by people with very conservative ways of thinking, and their limited judgment could easily affect my life in ways that have nothing to do with truth, intention, or personal growth.
This space exists precisely because of that tension.
I am a millennial, and I have been drawn to spirituality in all its forms since I was around twelve years old. Back then, access to information was extremely limited. The only spiritual text I had at hand was an Orthodox Bible, so that is where my journey began. Not because I was told to believe, but because I was curious. I read, questioned, reflected, and slowly started to sense that there was more beneath the surface of things.
When the internet finally became accessible, the horizon expanded. My reading diversified. Religions, philosophies, mysticism, symbolism, occult traditions — all of them became part of the same long inquiry. I experimented. I made mistakes. Some of them were serious. I experienced both constructive and destructive paths, and I don’t pretend otherwise.
What matters is that I learned from the consequences. I took responsibility for them. And somewhere along the way, after years of confusion, exploration, and internal conflict, I reached a turning point.
About ten years ago, for the first time, I did what I truly wanted to do.
This.
Not as a rebellion. Not as a provocation. But as an act of alignment.
This site is not meant to convince, convert, or impress anyone. It is a space for exploration, symbolism, tools, ideas, and experiences — offered with respect and discernment. Everything you find here should be approached with responsibility, critical thinking, and awareness. Nothing replaces personal judgment or inner work.
If you choose to use what you find here, do so wisely.
This is only the beginning.
For now, I don’t yet know everything that will be written here — and that is intentional. Growth is not scripted. Neither is this path.
Welcome.
